Yo pensé que mi maternidad sería un despertar espiritual lleno de Oms y meditaciónes con mi bebé donde las dos respirariamos sincronizadas todas las mañanas... Pensé que nunca calentaría un café en el microondas.
I used to be able to watch myself in any situation, to look at the whole scene like I was someone else, unattached, completely aware, but not for the past year. I feel like someone blindfolded me and left, now I'm wandering blindly in a room full of stairs.
One time I thought I was in love, love at first sight, it felt like silence, I actually felt silence, it feels like when someone punches you in the stomach and the whole world goes quiet, some people think that is romantic, I think that's ominous, but I thought it was love.
4 years ago the only cousin I have that looks like I do sneeze and Valentina was born, a tiny monkey, so tiny no one thought she was going to make it...